[What would she do indeed. Her eyes widen because what if...there's no way Alisaie and Alphinaud saw her as such and Ryne showed an amount of care for her, even going after her when Yua had stormed out of the Ocular. They wouldn't treat her as such after learning from such mistakes like Alphinaud did with the Crystal Braves and his treatment of her before Ishgard. Alisaie's had to learn to find her own way after Louisoix's disappearance and death. And Ryne's seeing that she isn't just a shadow of the Oracle, of Minfilia.
But what about the adults? She hates to say it but the only one who is slowly coming around and showing some sort of care has been Y'shtola of all people. The same woman who Yua had argued with, called her heartless and a liar since she's hidden her condition from everyone else. And yet...she was the one who called Urianger out on hiding on what was going on with her. She and Ryne were the ones who showed concern about how her aether is like and weren't going to maul the ascian because he is actually helping her somehow.
But Urianger? Thancred? The Exarch? What about them? She's tried to speak to the Exarch before but got turned away every time. It makes her unsure.]
I...don't know. There's no one else who can do what I can. And if they do feel like I am only a weapon, then wouldn't I be trapped? That no one can bring salvation except me? Why am I the one to do it constantly? If not this universe but on Earth as well? Why always call me Hope when it feels like the fates like to rest everything on the shoulders of one?
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But what about the adults? She hates to say it but the only one who is slowly coming around and showing some sort of care has been Y'shtola of all people. The same woman who Yua had argued with, called her heartless and a liar since she's hidden her condition from everyone else. And yet...she was the one who called Urianger out on hiding on what was going on with her. She and Ryne were the ones who showed concern about how her aether is like and weren't going to maul the ascian because he is actually helping her somehow.
But Urianger? Thancred? The Exarch? What about them? She's tried to speak to the Exarch before but got turned away every time. It makes her unsure.]
I...don't know. There's no one else who can do what I can. And if they do feel like I am only a weapon, then wouldn't I be trapped? That no one can bring salvation except me? Why am I the one to do it constantly? If not this universe but on Earth as well? Why always call me Hope when it feels like the fates like to rest everything on the shoulders of one?