[What could happen if she tried to force them? That her past self would override who she is? Would she be alright mentally? She usually calls herself a functioning mess but would this make her unable to?]

It just surprised me. I've never been good at singing before and just accepted it and now this? What else am I not aware of?

[And what else is lurking underneath the surface? Was she...a horrible person before? Maybe it's some kind of karma that made her go through a lot of the crap she went through. The thought makes make her feel tense, unable to help it.]

And what will happen if they find out?